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Time for some towel chucking

Well, I’ve finally accepted I’m not going to write 60k words this month. Which is way sucky because that means my word goal for October is going to be nearly 71k.

We fly out Thursday morning. That’s ohmygodohmygodohmygod less than 36 hours. I signed up for a plotting workshop. And a writing contest. You guys wanna read a hella depressing story? Here you go. And then that moment where you look at what you entered into a contest and go, “Wow, that’s really quite rubbish.” Anyway. Impostor Syndrome? Or just cold stark reality going, WTF YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO ENTER INTO A CONTEST?!

14322538_10100591737979431_1513431989361099003_nMy friend told me I had to let one thing slide. Well, I’m letting my word goal slide. I printed out my Defiant Canary manuscript. Of all my mss, I think Defiant Canary is going to be the easiest to edit and revise and get out there. Maybe that’s me just being lazy. But, maybe it’s just the nudge I need to get things rolling again. If I can get another book out and under my belt, then all the rest of the things that need finishing (I hear you manuscript pile! stfu!) can get finished too. Here’s the first chapter to The Defiant Canary. It’s… a weird story. I definitely write for myself. It’s paranormal romance with a touch of Lovecraft horror. Anyway. It’s rad and fun and sexy and has some fun characters doing some rad stuff. 😀

So, I have a little dose of failure-itis, not going to hit my goal, but… I still have October and I have November. And I have a rad book lined up for NaNoWriMo this year. I hit 85k last NaNoWriMo and I should be able to do that again.

Oh, one last discovery. I don’t value revision as highly as I value writing. A piece of me is delving into invisible work territory. Just like women’s work is undervalued because it’s invisible, maybe revision does the same? I have a blog post banging around about invisible work in my head that has been meaning to come out and I just haven’t done it yet. Anyway. I need a way to quantify my revision work. Or at least to see that it’s making a difference. Or… something.

This is probably my last post from US shores. And I’m not sure how much I’ll be posting from Okinawa. I’ll definitely be on Insta, so follow along there for sure.

And, I’ll be looking for test readers for the Defiant Canary when I get home in October. So, if you’re interested in that, email me at tremblingtrimble at gmail . com with BETA in the subject line and how you’d like your version, either pdf or for Kindle.

All my bags are packed, it’s early morn

I hate to wake you up… but I need a ride to the airport.

My best friend is having her baby in Okinawa. I’m packing up my Entropy Machine to fly across the ocean and take care of her and her family.

Of course, since I’m an idiot, I’ve also signed up for a plotting workshop and a flash fiction contest. I’m also going to be working through two manuscripts on the plane. I don’t sleep  well on planes and I don’t know if my vigilance could be low enough for me to sleep with my kid on a plane, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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no, not Loki. Low-key

It’ll be fun to see Japan through my kid’s eyes. She’ll be four next month, so she’s going to be old enough to remember this through that weird early childhood lens. I hope she has a rad time. I’m pretty low-key when it comes to adventure. I’ll deal with whatever comes. Hungry? Cold? No toothbrush for a week? Forget to pack a bra? Whatevs. It’s an adventure and it’ll make a rad memory. But my kid? Goddamn, I’d about die if my kid was cold and hungry.

Anyway. I’m busting my ass getting ready, churning through words trying to get everything ready to blow this taco stand. Make sure to follow along on Instagram. I’ll be posting there pretty regularly (depending on my wifi, of course. Like hell I have int’l data roaming adventures 😂)